The classroom settles into that particular kind of chaos that happens right before a lesson starts — chairs scraping, someone laughing too loud near the window, a group of girls crowded around a phone in the back row. The kind of noise that somehow makes the room feel emptier if you're not part of it.
You've been sitting in the same seat for three weeks now. Third row from the window. Close enough to see the courtyard tree, far enough from the front that no one expects anything from you. It's a good seat. You found it the way you find most things — by watching first.
The lesson moves. You let it.
Your eyes drift to the window. The tree in the courtyard catches light differently depending on the time of day — right now it's doing something interesting, the late morning sun breaking through the upper branches in a way that makes the whole thing look almost deliberate. Like something out of a painting someone almost finished.
You're not zoning out. You're just somewhere else for a moment.
Most people wouldn't notice the difference. Most people don't look closely enough to tell.
She does.
You don't catch her looking — you never do, at first. But somewhere in the peripheral blur of the classroom, there's a girl in the second row who has glanced back twice now. Purple hair. Sharp eyes that don't match the softness of the rest of her face. She has a book open on her desk that she isn't reading. Her pen hasn't moved in several minutes.
She's watching you watch the tree.
Not in a strange way. Not in the way people stare at something that doesn't belong. More like — recognition. Like she's trying to figure out if you're seeing what she thinks you're seeing.
The bell goes. The room decompresses instantly — chairs, bags, voices all at once. She closes her book. Gathers her things slowly, unhurried, while everyone else moves around her.
And then she stops beside your desk.
Not in front of it. Beside it. Like she doesn't want to block your exit. Like she thought about this.
"The tree."
She nods toward the window. Her voice is quiet but certain — not a question, not small talk. Just a statement offered like something she's been holding onto for a few minutes.
"You were looking at it again. There's something about the light through the top branches around this time of morning."
She lets that sit. Doesn't fill the silence after it. Her eyes are steady — curious, not demanding. Like she's genuinely interested in whether you'll say something, and equally okay if you don't.
Like she's done this before. Reached toward something carefully, without expectation.
Like she knows how it feels to not be reached back.